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June Vacation

o2o8 — Thu, 26 May 2011 15:45:13 +0000

Its not a vacation exactly but it could be a better term than holidays. It clearly isn’t a Holiday. Holiday means no work needs to be done. I’d like to call it a term break.

It’ll be prelims right after the one-month break. So I need to study really really hard. But, why is BIGBANG also taking break during my freest time of the year? And they had to make their comeback when I’m so busy and so broke.

I don’t blame them. I don’t blame anything. I’m just saying you know?

Agenda for this term break:

1st 2 weeks: intense studying
3rd and 4th week flying off to Mongolia
End of holidays
Return to reality: Prelims exam.

But, I have a list of things I want to accomplish.

Complete posting (on this blog) my H2 History notes. I’m still thinking whether I should keep them private or open to public. And I need to brush up on my writing skills as well as my vocabulary bank.

TOP just won 2 awards tonight! And I’ve just watched his winning speech. His expression was so cute when he was thinking of who else to thank! Haha.

How I wish I could be successful like him. But it is true that BIGBANG gave me a lot of motivation and helped me get through some of the difficulties I faced. Although, there isn’t any physical interaction I had with them.

But it was through the music that the 5 of them made (and of course not forgetting the YG producers) and also the determination and perseverance they displayed, it really motivated me.

I cannot emphasize enough how much impact they have on my life.

I would also like to thank 3rd Degree, whom has sadly disbanded. Although they are not professional musicians or celebrity ( but they’re becoming one). It was through 3rd degree that I discovered BIGBANG. Hence, these 2 bands will forever be my top favourite.

I’m actually of the same age as the 3rd Degree members (this meant a lot to me). But when I hear the covers they made, I began questioning how did they do it? I’m of the same age as them. If they are able to strive to achieve their dream and their passion about Music, I should be able to do the same. And at that point of time, I was actually creating a 3D model animation for my school project examinations. Creating a 3D model animationwas a very huge challenge for me as it was the first time I encountered animation. And I had to do it without proper training. I almost gave up. Then I closed the animation application and opened safari, and guess what? I discovered 3rd Degree. I was so inspired by their music and their passion and their determination and their success and the fact that we are all born in the same year (this means that our ability in achieving certain things should be the same as the amount of experience should be the same). And I completed my animation that night. It was such an accomplishment for me. Let me show you my masterpiece:

It may look like nothing to you but I’m really proud that I drew this and 3 it. dimentionalised.

2011

o2o8 — Wed, 12 Jan 2011 13:24:35 +0000

Open House 2011 officially over.

Tomorrow is a good day, looking forward. Why?

1. Seungri’s Mini Album releasing

2. GD performing “nightmare” you are my obsession on Mnet Mcountdown

3. Lessons are back to normal

I think I’m going mad. Or is it I’ve reached nirvana?

Last days of the Year 2010

o2o8 — Tue, 21 Dec 2010 14:21:07 +0000

It will wrap up well with G.D and T.O.P album release. Anticipating. I love YG! 2NE1 and BIGBANG.

Dedicated to all my broken hearted people. I am so sorry but I love you.

HIGH HIGH

o2o8 — Thu, 16 Dec 2010 02:06:34 +0000

T.O.P and G.D’s digital single is finally out!! I got it right after I woke up yesterday morning. And, I got ‘HIGH HIGH’ when listening to ‘OH yeah!!’ Oh my goodness, I can’t wait for the full album to be released.

Recently, I have started my K-drama nonsense again. Not nonsense actually, as it really helps me relax and motivates me to complete my homework faster so that I can continue to watch them. Not bad actually.

DRAMA list:

Secret Garden (watched episodes 1-10 already)
My princess ( which will premiere on MBC on 5 Jan 2011)
perhaps Mary, Marry me??
or Will it snow before Christmas?

I have read some K-drama review/blogs that Will it snow before Christmas is a classic melodrama, which is creating a barrier for me to watch it.

Secret Garden thoughts:

I love both the male (Hyun-Bin) and female (Ha-Jiwon) leads from the dramas I have watched in the past. Which was also the main reason why I took time out of my busy homework schedule to watch it. It was a drama that I have been anticipating since the news were out few months ago. And fortunately, it didn’t disappoint me. (SPOILER ALERT!! For those who haven’t watch it but plans to watch it.)

The plot about swapping bodies is not new. I have seen it in Western movies and some Asians drama. But new and creative ideas that the writers can come up with are reducing each day as more ideas are used. However, the plot still never fails to entertain the viewer as it provides real humor. It will put you to imagine what will happen if swapping bodies ever happen to you. Haha. It was a weird experience trying to imagine that.

I am waiting for Episodes 11 and 12 to be up anxiously.

승리의 생일!!!

o2o8 — Sun, 12 Dec 2010 11:17:28 +0000

Happy Birthday Seungri!!!

GO GO GO!! Anticipating the upcoming digital single in January!!!

And, 3 days later, T.O.P and G.D’s digital single is going to be out!!! CAN’T WAIT!!! OH MY GOD…

BIGBANG. Always.

T.O.P 생일 4th NOV 2010

o2o8 — Thu, 04 Nov 2010 09:34:45 +0000

T.O.P 생일 축하합니다!!!

내 K-drama to-watch-list :)

o2o8 — Sun, 31 Oct 2010 09:44:01 +0000

1. 웃어라 동해야

2.내 여자친구는 구미호

3.시크릿 가든

4.나의 19세 T.O.P & 승리 !!!

5. 아이엠샘

6. 즐거운 나의 집

A little Update

o2o8 — Thu, 21 Oct 2010 12:44:25 +0000

Me: I am still looking for _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

School: PW and Chinese never ever ending!

Me again: Big Bang all the way

School: Written report, written report and written report

Me: very very confused with the feelings…

School: going to this place will make me even more confuse

Me: its like that again…

NO… I shall not let history repeat itself. This time is slightly different. I sort of think we are likely to be together

o2o8 — Tue, 12 Oct 2010 10:36:44 +0000

50 Little Secrets.

Be honest no matter what.

Of course, we all know that’s a lie.

1) Who was your last text from?

How I know?

2) Where was your default picture taken?

I forgot.

3) Your relationship status?

Single

4) Have you ever lost a close friend?

I have no close friend to begin with.

5) What is your current mood?

State of Euphoria.. not due to this questionnaire BUT because of G-Dragon’s ‘This Love’

6) How many siblings do you have?

7) Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?

T.Z.

Where do you wish you were right now?

nowhere. just here

9) Have a crazy side?

sometimes

10) Ever had a near death experience?

yes. during Midcourse

11) Something you do a lot?

listen to BIG bang!!!! saranghae!!

and using my com, ipod and researching about chinese-character-related history

12) Angry at anyone?

Now? no. I forgive and forget.

13) What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?

I like Big bang, but they’re in Korea or Japan now? That’s stopping me.

14) When was the last time you cried?

during mid course.. haha just kidding..

15) Is there anyone you would do anything for?

anything? How would I know?

16) What you think about when you are falling asleep?

G-dragon!! and the entire Big bang. and how I was inspired by 3rd degree, JD relic, J REYEZ. haha

17) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

I forgot. That was yesterday. I didn’t use my phone today

18) What is your favorite song?

My favourite songS you mean??? no favourite SONG. LINKIN PARK, Big Bang and 3rd degree!!!

19) What are you doing right now?

this question is epic dumb…

20) Who do you trust right now?

I trust papa, mummy, lil sis and myself.

21) Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

It was my mother’s t-shirt.

22) Have you kissed someone in the past week?

No.

23) Who is your friend that lives closest to you?

It is confidential.

24) Describe your life in one word.

Big bang.

25) Who are you thinking of right now?

G- dragon, seungri, daesung, taeyang and T.O.P. )

26) What should you be doing right now?

My FREAKING NYAA reflection.

27) What are you listening to?

my iTunes.

28) Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

Nobody hug me, so sad.

29) Who was the last person who yelled at you?

YR… he was trying to scare me..

30) Do you act differently around the person you like?

No.

31) What is your natural hair color?

i guess its black?

32) Who was the last person to make you laugh?

YR and MFR. we were laughing at JK,

33) Who was the last person to make you sad?

The principal of our school.

34) What do you hear?

my fan spinning.

35) Is your hair curly or straight?

quite straight.

36) Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?

No.

37) Do you have a best friend?

YES:) MFR!!

38) Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?

no..

39) Do you use smiley faces on the computer?

yes.

40) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

yes .

41) Are you happy with life right now?

now i am confused and messed up by midcourse.

42) Are you currently jealous?

super dooper!! those that have already got in uni and those that get to watch the GREAT concert live of BIG BANG.

43) What jewelry are you currently wearing?

nothing

44) What were you doing on friday night?

rushing WR.

45) Have you ever had your heart broken?

yes. by my feeeed math paper in midcourse.

46) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

dunno.. nobody come complain to me??

47) Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?

right now?? mmmmm, not really

48) What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?

Burning forehead…. 4 days 4 night..

49) How late did you stay up last night and why?

10 plus?? doing some dunb Pie chart!!!

50) Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

No.

o2o8 — Tue, 12 Oct 2010 08:35:58 +0000

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June Vacation

2011

Last days of the Year 2010

HIGH HIGH

승리의 생일!!!

T.O.P 생일 4th NOV 2010

T.O.P 생일 축하합니다!!!

내 K-drama to-watch-list :)

A little Update

I found the way to let you leave

I never really had it coming

I can`t believe the sight of you

I want you to stay away from my heart (너희 집 앞으로 가고 있어

빨리 전화 받어

내가, 아파서 죽을 것 같거든?

너 못보면, 내가 진짜 죽을 것 같애)

전화 좀 받아줘, 1분만

내 말좀 들어줘봐, 잠깐만

죽을 것 같애서 난 숨도 못쉬어

나좀 살자, 제발 한번만

너의 집 앞에서 네시간째

찢어지는 내 맘 넌 모른채

웃고있니, 행복하니

모든 추억과 날 버린채

아프고 숨이 막히는 침묵

어느 새 내 눈물을 가려버린 빗물

머리에서 발끝까지 소름이 끼칠 듯

내 피가 솟구치는 기분

중독된것처럼

하루종일 온통 고통스런

But she`s gone

바라보는 너의 시선 그리워

That`s why sing this song

제발 지옥같은 여기서 날 꺼내줘

이게 꿈이라면 어서 날 깨워줘

모든것이 다 거짓말이라고 해줘

내게 말해줘 말해줘 나 살 수 있게

I found the way to let you leave

I never really had it coming

I can`t believe the sight of you

I want you to stay away from my heart

Every day and night

난 술에 만취

마음이 안심하는 것도 잠시

시간이 약이면 왜 낫질 않지

이럴 순 없어, 이건 사랑의 반칙

미안해, 난 참 욕심이 않아

수면제도 나를 돕지를 않아

밤낮이 바껴 니 생각마다

이리저리 돌아다녀 몸부림 치나봐

하늘이 내게 내린 벌인가

아님 그리 쉽게 나를 버릴까

억지로 누군가를 사랑하면 또 살아갈까

별들 사이를 누비고 내 맘을 노래로 채우고

Don`t leave, let me freeze

날 좀 도와줘, Help me please

제발 지옥같은 여기서 날 꺼내줘

이게 꿈이라면 어서 날 깨워줘

모든것이 다 거짓말이라고 해줘

내게 말해줘 말해줘 나 살 수 있게

I found the way to let you leave

I never really had it coming

I can`t believe the sight of you

I want you to stay away from my heart

I don`t want you to leave

나를 두고 가지 마

정말 끝이라고 내게 말하지 마

단 하루조차도 너 없인 살 수 없어

I want you back, want you back in to my life

I found the way to let you leave

I never really had it coming

I can`t believe the sight of you

I want you to stay away from my heart

하늘이 내게 내린 벌인가

아님 그리 쉽게 나를 버릴까

억지로 누군가를 사랑하면 또 살아갈까

별들 사이를 누비고 내 맘을 노래로 채우고

Don`t leave, let me freeze

날 좀 도와줘, Help me please

I want you to stay away from my heart

(너희 집 앞으로 가고 있어